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Lost it! I’m caught in a rage
\nLike an animal locked in a cage
\nNow I look into the barrel of a gauge
\nBOOM!
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\nMade me into the fool
\nExperimented on me like an animal
\nTurned me into a common criminal (criminal)
\nI lost it, but I gotta get with it
\nMotherfucker, now you’re gonna get it
\nI ain’t one that’ll sit and forget it
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\nI got into a war I can never win
\nWhere the nightmare never ever ends
\nAnd I don’t know what I’m saying
\nGot into a war with reality
\nThat motherfucker, it was waiting for me
\nAnd I lost again!
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\nI lost again!
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\nTook my dreams, ya left them there shattered
\nTook my hopes, ya dug them and they splattered
\nTook my mind like it didn’t even matter
\nEntered a world that I didn’t belong
\nThought I could take it, but I stayed too long
\nThought I could handle it
\nBoy, was I wrong!
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\nFighting a war I can never win
\nWhere the nightmare never ever ends
\nAnd I’m not into playing
\nGot into a war with reality
\nThat motherfucker it was waiting for me
\nAnd I lost again!
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\nLost it! Lost again
\nLost it! Lost again
\nLost it! Lost again
\nI Lost it!
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\nI went to war with reality
\nThat motherfucker he was waiting for me
\nI never thought this could happen to me-damn!
\nDown so low, but I can’t get no higher
\nWhen I was burning up you put wood in the fire
\nYou ain’t nothing but a goddamn liar-liar!
\nTook all my strength now I tremble and drop
\nYou got to be down to go over the top
\nOh, God can’t you make this laughter stop?
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\nDied in a war I could never win
\nWhere the nightmare never ever ends
\nAnd I lost it again
\nGot into a war with reality
\nThat motherfucker it was waiting for me
\nAnd I lost again!
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\nLiar, killer! Lost again!
\nI lost it!
\nMurder, Killer! Hell I lost again!
\nNo! No!
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\nCleanse me from your evil
\nYou broke your promises!
\nWhat did I do to deserve this?
\nNo one to save me from it!
\nOh, Lord please have mercy
\nAnd now I’ve come to see it
\nSomething’s gone wrong with me
\nI guess I got lost in reality
\nWhat’s that gone wrong with me?
\nI guess I got lost in reality
\nHell I lost again!
\nSure ain’t easy, hell I lost again!<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n

been listening to this song, and globally to the full album, over and over for more than 15 years.
\nWatched this clip again recently and I realized that this song would probably not only relate to skating. That’s crazy how the lyrics depict harassment so well. The words are exactly those of a nightmare situation like those you can get at school, university or work when you come from different social backgrounds, and someone or a group of a$$h*les start developing full scale harassment frenzy right at you. You end up loosing your mind from the continuous and growing feelings of rage. Some people get suicide, or get to the extremes like hardcore skating or whatever, but in any way it ends up progressively destroying your life, exactly as the lyrics tell.<\/p>\n